Where we go,

These past two days i've though about certain things in big ways. I don't know how to explain it but for some random reason i think differently about things i did in the past. I won't go into depth but i think i'm a better person than i was last week, if that makes any sense at all.

We had a snow day yesterday, kind of sad when you watch all that fluffy white turn into ugly slush. I enjoyed it while it was there though. In a way, snow resembles people i deal with daily. At first you think, oh why look at them, they've got it all figured out. But slowly all the plastic kinda melts off. Whatever, this sounds a little dismal, let's go out in the sunshine.

I can't think of anything else to say, i'll be back later.

aniticpation on a high.

Panic at the disco has yet again caused me to go temporarily insane. Currently they have a new puzzle on their website, ANOTHER ONE! i thought the puzzle thing was over. Guess not. When i view source on their page it says, "hope you weren't about to leave." as embarrassed as i am to say this, it makes me giggle every time i read it. Whoever came up with this website mystery idea is a genius, for real. i bet panicatthedisco.com has gotten an enormous amount of hits. needless to say this year will be one to be remembered for them.

Haaaa, i watched a recent intreview of them at the HCT announcment or whatever, and they had to explain that "We're so starving" was a joke. -ROFL- no shit. It's halarious to watch kids like, worship it likes it's an actual good panic song, when it's a joke.

Sense they're headlining the HCT tour, i'm getting anxious about tickets. last year when i went to go see fob on YWT, i was screwed up for a month making sure that everything would go right. I'm planning on bringing at least ONE friend with me, most likely damarys. and we WILL be in the pit, i don't care anyone says. When we were in the pit with fob and travvi on the stage[cute and plain white t's weren't all that special :/] i went beserk, there's no real way of explaining that kind of energy/compassion you feel. :)

Here's an interview with jon and spencer:

http://www.patd-fan.com/ go to that website and scroll down a bit, you'll find it soon enough. that is the best website for updates on that band. fob-fan.com is as well. buzznet's great too, but that site will literally shove viruses into you computer.

<------guitar of the day? Yeah, there it is. Stop drooling all over the computer.

let's not be original.--

Told you i'd be back.

So yeah, i went to go ride. Nothing special, the same, old stuff.

My dad promised me that he'd get acousitc strings tomorrow. thankyouuuuuuuuuu.

My brother is getting ridiculous. His teenie hormones are kicking in and he thinks that he's king of the world. please.

<---WHOAH, buy me this please?

It's the most beautiful thing i've ever seen, the American Deluxe Stratocaster® HSS. It's probably above and beyond anything i could ever afford. But i can dream can't I?

My head's starting to get foggy from lack of sleep, i'll leave you here without making myself sound like an idiot.

bring it.

school was half educational today. instead of learning about current issues, we learned about governmet. me being assigned aristocracy, i think that's how you spell it. i didn't work on it at all, instead i went to all my band websites. (they let us work on the laptops).

i decided that i'm all for obama. VOTE FOR HIM.

^now i think that qualifies as current issues, does it not?^

you know what i hate? i hate that there are tons of incredibly hot guys in your school, but they are all jerks. now don't get me wrong, there are a few nice ones out there, but most of them are stupid and hard to understand. Today i had a run in with a jock, i was walking down the hall and i dropped one of my books by an accident. As i bent to pick it up, some dude came over and said, "HEY YOU DROPPED YOUR BOOK?!" as if i wasn't aware?
after i told him that and rolled my eyes he snickered at retreated back to his herd of idiots. whatever. i know he was just doing it to be stupid, and pick on an innocent girl who's never done anything of the negative sort to him.

what also gets me is when nice guys turn into jerks because of -peer pressure-(don't you hate that word?) Like this one guy[who will go un named because i'm nice], is in my math class. the whole first semester he was sweet, he didn't cause any drama or trouble, and didn't pick out random kids to pick on. We have some, socially impared, kids in our class, who used to randomly call out his name and taunt him. usually he'd just play along and be nice about it. the other day when a kid did that, he snapped at him and told him to shut up. he did it again today. he hasn't personally said anything nasty to me, but i can tell that he's starting to succomb to the infectious idiocracy. if that makes any sense at all. it's such a waste too. i use to think that he was awesome, he's in a band, the drummer to be more exact. you can check them out at www.myspace.com/emerydrive
I'm sure he's not bad at heart, he's just trying to fit in and what not. He'll learn i guess.

Now i'm not one of those wierd, desolate girls at school that secretly hates everyone and complains about not having friends. I have friends, and i'm happy with my life. But some things just get me.

I've gotta run at the moment,
so i'll write more tonight, as if anyone tunes into this blog, :)

the moon and some stars.

family guy probably strikes people as repulsive/disgusting/whatever you have to say about it. but the sad thing is that it's at least 50% percent true. from what i think anyways. haaa, that's probably the most random thing you've heard today.

my day went pretty well. just dull is all. i just wish there was more to do. after school i go to the barn and ride a few horses[i'm loosing my interest in the -equestrian industry-] but after that i'm still left with a heap of energy and nothing to use it on. anyone have a life i can borrow?

dad refuses to remember to get the acousitc new strings. -frustration-
i'll ask him again tonight, or i'll just be an ass and leave a note in his work book.
yeah that sounds good.

i'm gearing up for the honda civic tour. panic at the disco headlining, going along is metro city station[i think], and another one of my personal favorites the hush sound. from what i hear there's another un-named band. gotta save up the cash. my dad has this system where he'll only order tickets over the internet if i have the real money there to exchange at that very moment. ridiculous. but i'd rather not be in debt so i guess it works.

oh i also came up with a kick ass commercial. hopefully someone will steal my idea and i'll be able to see it on tv. [that's your cue mtv] here it is:

two adults are walking down a side walk smoking. their kids following behind them. The kids have gas masks on.
I haven't really thought of dialogue besides that second hand smoking is for douches, but i thought it was pretty cool.

today we finally learned something in -CURRENT ISSUES-.
basically what a dumb ass bush is. but atleast i'm even more aware then i was.
i think obama would be an awesome prez; i mean come on, a black president? awesome. but i don't like the fact he doesn't believe in evolution, i mean come one let's get a little bit more realistic here people.
alright,that's all for now kids.

activity=?

I would love to get out and do something.
but i can't.
ugh.
because where i live, my friends are all at least half a mile away, and there's no way my mom would let me walk that far[which i would by the way].
I'm not the kind of person that likes to sit on the computer all day, seriously. i want to get out and do stuff. i wish i lived in the city, where every one's close to each other. that would be ideal.

because boredom might kill me, I'm going to enlighten you on where i've been:

Where I've been:
New York
New Jersey
Maine
Basically every state on the east coast. The states above were the only ones worth mentioning.
Texas [ =/ ]
Oklahoma [gross]


Where I'd like to go:
Chicago, Illinois
California
San Fransisco
England
Places like that. :)

Fortunately my dad comes from New York, so we go to see family there at least two times a year. Not enough. The last time i was there it took alot of effort not to chain myself to my cousins' house.

I'll probably end up playing soccer or something with my little bro. It's always fun until i'm accused of cheating. ah well.

I've got alot to tell you. Well first, i found out that Panic! at the disco is headlining the honda civic tour. Yeah that blows my mind. When i found out i was so excited that i managed to hit my head, pretty hard too. Haaa. Damarys and i decided that we're going to save up all our cash for concert tickets. fantastic i tell you.


At the moment i'm in class, Current Events. Oh that's just swell, right. Current events, to me, means what's going on in our world at the moment. Hmm, let's see. Iraq, Uganda, Burma, stuff like that. The fact that our whole economy is engulfed in debt. But instead, we just sit here studying colleges.
Ridiculous, it would be nice if our teachers knew how to teach. I don't even know what college i'd like to go to. These kids that sit next to me have their whole life planned out. I don't have a clue. I'd like to do something with music, the arts.

but dad likes the idea of law school. Because apparently i'd make a kick ass lawyer.
i'd rather not spend 10 miserable years of my life in law school.
i'd rather spend 10 miserable years of my life with something i love.

Ah, i'll get through it.

Oh wait, i have another tragic tale to tell.
My mom was in one of her -things- last night, and she decided to sell my horse.
YEA! so there goes my horse that i've trained since he was practically nothing.
Is it possible for kids to dis own their parents?
oh wait, i'd have to be famous to do that.
damn.

I also found out that i'm making a 73 in physics. That's just great. Say hello to my friend, his name is grounding.
That's alright, i'll just sit on my laptop and write stupid stuff. Maybe even read a book, something i haven't done in a while.

Okay, now that i've filled you in, not that anybody's reading this,
i've got to go, because i've got a life that needs "learning."